happy 4 months babe!

So yeah today I went to school, went home to drop off my bag and went to ohs to pick up Janel.After that we went to my house and chilled and yeah.It was a pretty chill day today.Skated and played manhunt.

Who would have thought we'd make it this far? From day one, we've both predicted we're not gonna last that long.I mean it's only been 4 months and it feels like longer than a year already. We started lower than the sea and now, we're rising to the sky. Every single day,my love for you grows. I find it funny how we used to argue alot during our first 2 months or so and now barely even argue. I guess we learned right away from our mistakes during those first 2 months. Our relationship is just getting better and better everyday. We're on top and I hope we'll stay that way. Love is an everyday thing.We keep working on it because we want to be in this relationship. When we stop working,then our relationship will die. We tend to sacrifice because we want this to work out. WE both need to cooperate with each other. As we keep on growing up, there's only on thing that'll never change, and that is my love.I know I sound corny,but hey its my heart that's speaking for me. When I met you, I thought you're just gonna be another face that I went out with and will forget about. But as time went on, my perspective changed. I found out that I want you stay with me for awhile. I realized that I'm really satisfied and I'm enjoying my life while I'm with you. You've change me in alot of different ways. You are really something special.Its funny how we're both jerks to each other and look how it turned out to be. We've been going out for 4 months. That guy that ruins your day by just iming you is your bf now haha. I dont know what Im gonna do if I lose you. I really NEVER felt something like this before. I feel so complete when I'm with you, and when you're not with me, I miss you like crazy even if I just saw you couple hours ago. I really really love you and I mean it. I will cherish every moment that I'm with you cuz you never know what could happen next. I just want you to know that no matter what happens, you'll have a place in my heart and I always got your back.

"When I saw you I was afraid to meet you. When I met you I was afraid to kiss you. When I kissed you I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you."