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Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

Mar 8, 2009

3/8/09

Im tired of everything.I just feel like giving up on every single thing that I have.Its like everything just really falls on me at once so I could be on the ground and could never get up no more. Friend's in the hospital,haven't seen my mom for 4 years, and now no gf. Yeah complete emotional breakdown. I really don't know why these things happen to me when all I do is try to make everything work but things doesn't like working it out with me. Its like I put effort on something to happen but the results didn't come out as I was expecting it to be. I try my best on everything. Im on the verge of a turning point in my life. Its time for me to get a job and going to college soon. I hope I dont slack off or anything. I'm going to be more focused now. I'm getting distracted with everything that's coming to me. I'm overwhelmed by everything. In every single thing I have or do, there's always got to be something wrong. My bestfriend is in the philippines too so I really have no one to talk to. I'm gonna try to live my life to the fullest. I hope that everything that'll I work for will pay off one day and I hope that the things I do or the moves I make will make my life at least a little better or better yet, a whole lot better. I'm tired of being that one kid who is looked at as a dumbass because of the way I look and shit. I know I might not be that much of an intelect, but I'm pretty damn sure that I work hard enough to get the things that I want.

"Always turn a negative situation into a positive one"- MJ

I just want you to know that I love you but if that's your decision, then there's nothing I could do. I hope you succeed with w.e your gonna do with your life and I hope you have a good life. Everything I said about you is true. You'll always have a place in my heart and I'll never forget about you. You came to my life for a reason. You changed my in a whole lot of different ways. Thank you for everything.Thanks for the memories.

"Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional"


"It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all."

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You know you love someone when you want them to be happy even if their happiness means that you're not part of it."

survive-gabrielle

1 comment:

renjmeister said...

Damn, you guys broke up again ? All bad. Even though you're in this situations I'll still be here even though im in the Philippines. You know I got you. It's all good, I'll be home soon. Just stay up, and keep ya head up. Be strong brotha.