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It's 4am and I can't sleep.I've been waiting for my phone to vibrate and see if you'll call.I've been thinking about us lately.I can't take this.You're really something different. I dont wan't you to be just another face in my life. I tried my best but my best wasn't good enough. I wasnt ready to let go at all. I tried everything just to make you stay.I just want you to know that I love you. You'll always have a place in my heart. I have never met anyone like you before. You're different from all the girls I went out with.You were the person who mad me happy the most but at the same time you we're the same person who hurt me the most. All I did was care but I guess you felt tied up to me since I dont want you doing certain things. Do what you have and want to do. Ill try to be happy as long as your happy.Seriously thanks for everything. I wont be able to forget you and I wont try to. You've made so much of an impact in my life. I've never cried over a girl like this before. I guess things really can happen anytime. You never know what life will give you. I just have to face reality that I can't really have everything that I want and need but why does it have to be something that's a big part of my life. I felt like that my life broke into pieces. I lost my other half. I shoulda gave you my everything. I didn't expect it to be like this. I wasn't ready at all. I dont wanna give up on you but I felt like no matter how hard I try to push myself to you, nothing will happen. It's like if I was walking and I tripped, you'd just see me fall and laugh and walk away. We always can't decide who's gonna stay or who's gonna leave in our lives. There's always things that we can't control ourselves. I don't wanna risk losing you forever. I'm sorry if I really pushed myself towards you but like I said I dont wanna lose someone who's made a big difference to me. I guess all I could do now is reminisce about everything and try to think what went wrong. i've become a better man cuz of you. I've learned alot from the things that happened between you and me. I've lost a great person in my life. I just hope I could get through this. I've asked you to work this out with me but you didn't want to. I can't do anything anymore. I feel like theres no more hope. I don't wanna give up but theres no choice. No matter what I do, your mind is set already. All I could do now is sit down, try to be happy and wait. Thanks for the memories

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."- MM

"Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop."